1 00:00:06,040 --> 00:00:11,631 Translation alakirti 2 00:01:02,040 --> 00:01:02,631 Now. 3 00:01:04,320 --> 00:01:06,038 It's time! 4 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:08,879 You are here? Rick? 5 00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:20,156 Calm down... Okay, Rick! 6 00:01:20,320 --> 00:01:22,390 ...can you wake up earlier? 7 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:26,433 Did you fall asleep? - Yes. 8 00:01:26,640 --> 00:01:27,959 Away with the sounds! 9 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:33,708 This doesn't make sense. - Were you sleeping or just pretending? 10 00:01:33,880 --> 00:01:35,757 I think you fell asleep. 11 00:01:35,920 --> 00:01:37,797 Do you know what I would like...? 12 00:01:39,560 --> 00:01:43,758 This is a waste of time! Working all day for nothing! 13 00:01:43,920 --> 00:01:45,239 Come on, one more time! 14 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:47,356 Wake up earlier, please. 15 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:51,716 Here we are: once again. - Of course... Once again! 16 00:01:54,160 --> 00:01:55,354 Are you ready? 17 00:01:59,880 --> 00:02:02,792 Don't get too close. - I can't see from here. 18 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:11,791 Okay, that's good. 19 00:02:52,320 --> 00:02:54,629 The answering machine answers phone call by Rick de Leeuw. 20 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:56,552 I'm not here now... - Yes, there are. 21 00:02:56,720 --> 00:02:58,870 Wait, I think he can hear us... 22 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:02,355 Rick! Rick! 23 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:06,236 Rick! - I arrive! 24 00:03:09,640 --> 00:03:13,838 Now I'm not here, let... - Yes. De Leeuw is here! 25 00:03:14,680 --> 00:03:15,749 It's Rick speaking. 26 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:17,794 No, it's me. 27 00:03:20,840 --> 00:03:21,989 There's no need to... 28 00:03:23,680 --> 00:03:25,432 What time is it? 29 00:03:26,880 --> 00:03:28,279 It's 9:45! 30 00:03:31,040 --> 00:03:34,112 I dress. I'm coming... wait! 31 00:03:34,920 --> 00:03:36,990 Shit! 9:45! 32 00:05:14,520 --> 00:05:16,875 The Sea that Thinks 33 00:05:19,120 --> 00:05:20,996 ...An empty shape that simulates and imitates emotions. 34 00:05:21,680 --> 00:05:25,753 I felt good just to look out the window... 35 00:05:26,280 --> 00:05:30,717 I thought if it was possible to film so, it would have been like opening your eyes... 36 00:05:31,320 --> 00:05:35,359 sometimes. Just to look, without wanting to prove anything. -Tokyo-Ga -Win Wenders- 37 00:05:44,840 --> 00:05:49,038 At the bottom of the next page, Pooh was walking around... 38 00:05:49,520 --> 00:05:51,590 ...around, in a circle... 39 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:54,479 ...with a problem. - What are you doing, Pooh? 40 00:05:56,440 --> 00:05:59,079 I'm chasing something... - Chasing what? 41 00:05:59,520 --> 00:06:03,149 This is what I'm wondering. What? - The tracks? 42 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:11,560 Do you want to see it? - Yes. 43 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:18,790 Thought is the skin of milk. - This is it... 44 00:06:20,360 --> 00:06:24,273 We live in a circus of illusions that we ourselves created. 45 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:29,793 We believe in them so firmly that we can't see that they are illusions... 46 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:37,317 In short: to be someone, an "I", the whole idea is an illusion. 47 00:06:38,920 --> 00:06:40,273 I think. 48 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:45,476 If I say: try not to think of a cloud... 49 00:06:47,640 --> 00:06:50,871 Impossible. Immediately think of a cloud. 50 00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:56,550 The same happens with all ideas about yourself, who and what you are. 51 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:02,318 If I tell you: Abandon all these ideas... 52 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:05,995 ...make the screen your own head empty and clean... 53 00:07:07,040 --> 00:07:10,157 ...try not to be someone, an "I"... 54 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:12,756 You can't do it... 55 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:17,394 ...because when you try, you are looking for someone. 56 00:07:22,800 --> 00:07:29,194 Touching a table, we don't feel the table, but what happens inside the finger. 57 00:07:29,360 --> 00:07:30,998 We feel. 58 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:36,994 You do not listen to me, but to the vibrations in your ear. 59 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:39,995 We hear our own listening. 60 00:07:41,440 --> 00:07:47,276 If we look outside, we don't see what there is outside, but the image in our brain. 61 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:51,397 The world just exists in our heads. 62 00:07:52,840 --> 00:07:54,353 And there's more: 63 00:07:54,520 --> 00:08:01,153 Everything is possible for our eyes, but our brain says it's impossible. 64 00:08:01,320 --> 00:08:05,598 Create ideas about what we see, about what we think we see. 65 00:08:05,760 --> 00:08:09,389 But also about what we think we are. 66 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:10,955 No balloons? 67 00:08:11,960 --> 00:08:13,678 Can I ask you something? - Certainly. 68 00:08:13,840 --> 00:08:17,276 We are from the TV show Antenna. - I know him. 69 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:19,112 What are you? - A student. 70 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:22,388 I asked what you are, not what you do. 71 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:31,193 I think about life. 72 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:34,992 I asked what you are, not what you think. 73 00:08:35,640 --> 00:08:37,198 This is a difficult question. 74 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:39,436 What are you? - A man. 75 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:42,679 I didn't ask for sex. I asked what you are. 76 00:08:51,080 --> 00:08:52,593 Handsome...? 77 00:08:53,160 --> 00:08:56,709 Can I ask you something? Just one question. 78 00:08:56,880 --> 00:08:58,074 What are you? 79 00:09:01,480 --> 00:09:03,710 What are they? An individual. 80 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:08,909 What are you? - I could say I'm a window cleaner. 81 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:13,035 I didn't ask what you do, but what you are. 82 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:16,437 I am an individual of our time. 83 00:09:17,440 --> 00:09:19,396 That's all I know. 84 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:23,156 It's not who you are, but what you think. 85 00:09:23,880 --> 00:09:26,838 Once upon a time there was a sea. 86 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:33,917 A sea that lived happily in a perfect and natural state of humidity and waves. 87 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:40,997 One morning, out of the blue, the sea thought it was a tree. 88 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:46,075 This idea lasted forever. 89 00:09:46,240 --> 00:09:49,550 The sea was no longer happy. 90 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:53,472 What am I? 91 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:55,952 I'm a sad guy. 92 00:09:56,720 --> 00:09:59,188 What do you want to say? Look at me, I am what I am. 93 00:09:59,960 --> 00:10:01,791 You didn't ask me where I'm from. 94 00:10:01,960 --> 00:10:03,234 What are they? 95 00:10:03,920 --> 00:10:06,593 I'm myself, aren't I? 96 00:10:08,200 --> 00:10:09,792 It's holiday time. 97 00:10:09,960 --> 00:10:12,349 Like every year, swimming in this sea. 98 00:10:12,520 --> 00:10:14,795 When I dive, the sea asks me: 99 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:21,149 "Dude, you've known me for a long time. I'm a big tree, but something's wrong. 100 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:28,077 What do I have to do to be happy like when you first swam in me"? 101 00:10:30,960 --> 00:10:33,474 What the sea should do to become water again? 102 00:10:35,560 --> 00:10:38,154 "Nothing, of course," I replied. 103 00:10:39,720 --> 00:10:44,271 "Just let go of the illusion that you are a tree." 104 00:10:45,320 --> 00:10:48,198 Not what you think, but what you are. 105 00:10:49,840 --> 00:10:51,990 What should I say next? 106 00:10:52,600 --> 00:10:56,309 Christ almighty! Explain it clearly! 107 00:10:57,960 --> 00:10:59,598 This man is in a hurry. 108 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:02,433 This man has more time. Can I ask you something? 109 00:11:03,040 --> 00:11:04,109 Another time... 110 00:11:04,400 --> 00:11:05,719 What are you? 111 00:11:08,560 --> 00:11:09,629 A person. 112 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:14,032 No, to the third question you have to say "catholic" 113 00:11:14,200 --> 00:11:17,397 And maybe keep the higher ice cream... 114 00:11:17,560 --> 00:11:19,835 Repeat the question. Okay... Let's proceed. 115 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:23,436 I want to ask you something for the TV show Antenna. 116 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:26,239 What are you? - I'm Catholic. 117 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:30,837 No, stop. Not right away. After the other two questions... 118 00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:32,797 Good! In an hour... 119 00:11:35,098 --> 00:11:36,698 I knew that for a while we could be happy 120 00:11:36,699 --> 00:11:38,999 Because then you do it, if you know what world is this about? 121 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:41,900 I thought it was like on TV. - What do you want to say? 122 00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:44,159 I don't like! 123 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:45,230 Yesterday over 60 people stayed injured in a pile-up... 124 00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:48,873 Yesterday over 60 people stayed injured in a pile-up... 125 00:11:49,080 --> 00:11:51,594 The street is known for be very dangerous. 126 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:57,154 But an expert declared that the accident It has no relation to road safety... 127 00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:22,148 After all this, the authorities they are investigating the safety now. 128 00:12:24,720 --> 00:12:28,315 Erwin, we are safe here, or it would be much better to skate out there? 129 00:12:29,400 --> 00:12:31,516 I prefer a sled! 130 00:12:32,320 --> 00:12:33,878 Is this real? 131 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:37,874 Or is it fake? - Tape: still running! 132 00:12:38,320 --> 00:12:39,594 And the car accident? 133 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:42,710 And all those interviews on the street? 134 00:12:43,880 --> 00:12:45,950 Do I see what I think? 135 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:49,515 What do I think? 136 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:53,596 Our dream is real while we dream it? 137 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:57,752 How we are deceived from our thoughts? 138 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:06,155 We always say, “I am me, a man, a woman a person, father of two children, a painter..." 139 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:08,593 But these are ideas. 140 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:13,313 And what we are cannot be an idea or thought. 141 00:13:14,040 --> 00:13:19,273 Because if we were a thought, we would walk away with the thought. 142 00:13:19,440 --> 00:13:22,352 The phone rings and... the thought is gone. 143 00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:26,636 But we are still here. 144 00:13:27,680 --> 00:13:29,671 It's not ours, it's on TV. 145 00:13:30,400 --> 00:13:32,960 We are something that we cannot express. 146 00:13:35,200 --> 00:13:39,113 Because everything you can saying about ourselves is a thought. 147 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:40,713 A coffee? - Good idea. 148 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:52,188 Peter... Hi Rick! 149 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:01,358 Let's try to imagine one empty space, a desert... 150 00:14:02,160 --> 00:14:04,310 A thought arises now. 151 00:14:05,440 --> 00:14:07,431 A bowl of Chinese tea. 152 00:14:07,800 --> 00:14:10,519 This bowl, this thought disappears. 153 00:14:11,680 --> 00:14:16,037 Another thought arises: a candlestick. 154 00:14:16,280 --> 00:14:19,590 It exists for a moment and then it vanishes. 155 00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:22,672 Then a gold-colored car. 156 00:14:22,840 --> 00:14:23,989 Etc, etc... 157 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:30,392 We can see these thoughts as buildings in the desert, built and then demolished. 158 00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:34,599 Thoughts come and go. Buildings appear and disappear. 159 00:14:35,720 --> 00:14:39,349 The emptiness of the desert is one good analogy of what we are. 160 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:46,919 But what happens? A thought arises in us, of the type: 161 00:14:47,080 --> 00:14:52,871 “Okay, I am apparently this stretch of desert without buildings." 162 00:14:53,440 --> 00:14:57,638 But from the moment this arises thought, the building is there. 163 00:14:57,800 --> 00:15:00,314 And the desert is no longer empty. 164 00:15:00,760 --> 00:15:04,116 So we never can think about what we are. 165 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:12,757 Yet we can somehow see that thoughts appear and disappear. 166 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:18,513 We can see the images that appear in us. We can see what we think. 167 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:23,032 And what is the image that often appears in our heads? 168 00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:27,716 A building, a tall building that we call "I". 169 00:15:28,080 --> 00:15:32,915 But listen: this "I" is also just a thought, that's the point! 170 00:15:34,520 --> 00:15:37,398 We just need to change our point of view. 171 00:15:37,920 --> 00:15:41,230 We just need to rotate 180 degrees and observe. 172 00:15:43,720 --> 00:15:47,349 Then we won't just watch to thoughts and images... 173 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:51,714 ...but one way or another... 174 00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:59,113 ...we discover that there are possibilities for pictures to show themselves to us. 175 00:16:00,640 --> 00:16:02,119 Like on a television. 176 00:16:03,800 --> 00:16:05,870 We are, in fact, a television... 177 00:16:06,040 --> 00:16:09,350 ...a box in which the images appear. 178 00:16:11,120 --> 00:16:15,716 Or the movie projector lamp which produces all possible images. 179 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:21,914 We usually watch all pictures... 180 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:25,516 ...but we can also focus our attention... 181 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:31,348 ...about who is watching these images. 182 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:34,509 And listen: it's not an "I". 183 00:16:41,520 --> 00:16:42,509 But... 184 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:46,437 ...this is difficult, because we perceive ourselves... 185 00:16:46,600 --> 00:16:49,592 ...like a film that appears seductive, a drama... 186 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:54,829 ...with or without a happy ending; with the war, violence, with love. 187 00:16:56,080 --> 00:17:00,278 The projector or television lamp make these images possible... 188 00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:03,318 ...but the images they don't affect them. 189 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:06,270 They don't get "hot or cold". 190 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:10,558 Maybe a little warm. 191 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:18,109 All problems arise when we are involved with what we see. 192 00:17:18,280 --> 00:17:22,193 We like to identify with a fictional movie character. 193 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:26,158 We want to be James Bond or Lara Croft. 194 00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:34,876 Okay, but also in real life, outside of cinema, we identify with a character. 195 00:17:35,040 --> 00:17:40,068 That character we call "I", protagonist in the film of our brain. 196 00:17:41,160 --> 00:17:43,071 A truly intelligent film. 197 00:17:44,720 --> 00:17:47,757 If we listen to people talking in the tram... 198 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:50,718 ...we hear a lot often the word "I". 199 00:17:51,080 --> 00:17:55,039 I think, I said, I mean... I this and that... 200 00:17:56,320 --> 00:18:00,108 Nobody seems to wonder who it's actually this character. 201 00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:02,236 Who is he who takes on this "I"? 202 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:07,150 He exists only as a character, just like in the cinema... 203 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:11,677 ...because we believe in it. But it's false, it's an illusion. 204 00:18:12,520 --> 00:18:16,195 The lamp cannot identify itself with a screen character... 205 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:18,718 ...with a James Bond. 206 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,958 If you want a TV with... 207 00:18:26,040 --> 00:18:31,239 Go over there and get some coffee. Like this I can continue and work in peace. 208 00:18:31,400 --> 00:18:36,030 You're getting on my nerves... - I'm leaving, take it easy. 209 00:18:37,120 --> 00:18:39,315 Yet I keep thinking that I am a person. 210 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:43,392 Even when I dream, I think to be a person.... 211 00:18:43,560 --> 00:18:47,269 ...an "I" with strange characteristics. - He's been here for 3 weeks! 212 00:18:47,440 --> 00:18:52,036 In dreams, I can talk to my father dead, flying, walking on walls... 213 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:56,277 I invent myself with this dream "I". 214 00:18:58,240 --> 00:19:02,677 I can also be chased by a lion and run like crazy. 215 00:19:03,600 --> 00:19:06,637 And then wake up sweaty for their own illusions. 216 00:19:07,760 --> 00:19:10,354 Fooling me. 217 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:16,913 Pillow effect correction. 218 00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:19,150 A complicated case. 219 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:31,436 This dog gnaws this enormous pulped bone. 220 00:19:32,080 --> 00:19:35,390 Some bone splinters they enter his gums. 221 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:37,790 Which start to bleed. 222 00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:41,748 The dog tastes its own blood, and thinks "Mmm... 223 00:19:41,920 --> 00:19:44,480 "...lucky me, this is a beautiful, succulent bone!" 224 00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:49,873 So he attacks wildly, increasing the shrapnel in his jaw and the blood. 225 00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:52,349 Which makes it even happier. 226 00:19:54,080 --> 00:19:56,435 It's a big vicious circle. 227 00:19:57,800 --> 00:20:00,234 We are also so stupid... 228 00:20:01,760 --> 00:20:05,514 We think the factors externals can make us happy. 229 00:20:06,520 --> 00:20:12,675 But it's not the external factors: movies, women, sex,... cars, or whatever... 230 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:16,550 to let us find you your own happiness. 231 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:23,955 Wow, you are amazing. 232 00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:35,669 We are... 233 00:20:35,880 --> 00:20:39,634 ...as in most films, always looking for happiness. 234 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:44,196 We say, "I'm not happy. I want to be happy. " 235 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:47,589 It's a crazy idea. 236 00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:52,390 If this "I" is just a thought. How can a thought be happy? 237 00:20:54,680 --> 00:20:59,276 A TV is not happy showing a good film, isn't it? 238 00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:14,756 And what about our past? 239 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:22,078 We say: "I am as I am, and that's because of my parents." 240 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:27,951 But this is also the past it only exists in our... 241 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:06,118 ...the nurse changes the channel. 15 INT - FAMILY IN THE LIVING ROOM - DAY 242 00:22:06,280 --> 00:22:09,216 In our house in the early 70's. Bart is 17... 243 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,038 ...in our heads. 244 00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:15,670 The past is a thought. 245 00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:18,115 And the "I" is a thought. 246 00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:22,717 How can a thought on earth be tormented by something else? 247 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:27,870 A thought cannot be tormented by nothing. 248 00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:37,795 But we really believe in existence of our character, to our "I". 249 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:44,470 That as soon as we do, there is approval and disapproval. 250 00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:47,634 We want cake, without toothache. 251 00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,116 Without stopping. 252 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:02,478 Endless. 253 00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:08,357 As long as we identify with our own character, we are his slaves. 254 00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:14,034 We turn into a ping pong ball hit back and forth by two shots. 255 00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:18,079 One shot is fear, the other blow is desire. 256 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,634 But I also often think: 257 00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:43,677 ...nice theory, but... 258 00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:48,872 ...I really am here, I exist... 259 00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:51,630 I'm sitting here. Isn't it me? 260 00:23:54,760 --> 00:23:58,275 What can I say? It's a paradox. It drives you mad. 261 00:23:58,440 --> 00:24:03,560 Maybe it's one way. Expose ours thought with all these paradoxes. 262 00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:07,998 So we can calm down. Interrupting the creating stupid ideas about ourselves. 263 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:11,516 Maybe that's what they call Enlightenment. 264 00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:14,320 ...wet hair... ...she is interested in the documentary... 265 00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:15,799 The bell rings. 266 00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:18,269 People realize it, but not mentally... 267 00:24:18,440 --> 00:24:22,319 ...that there is not one step away accomplish. We're already there. 268 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:26,792 But I keep thinking I have to cross a threshold, passing through a door... 269 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:31,636 ...because it's like I have to understand something. What? Where? 270 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:37,511 Another sheet of paper... where to find it? Where is this liberating phrase found? 271 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,150 For whom? 272 00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:11,669 When I really see I'm the one who... 273 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,638 ...I am what it never changes. 274 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:18,270 The possibility is in which images can be shown. 275 00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:23,798 Just as I am the possibility for my dreams to appear at night. 276 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:26,474 Then I am outside of the film. 277 00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:34,631 But I'm not that possibility, the lamp or the TV. 278 00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:39,035 Because they are ideas, and I'm not an idea. 279 00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:42,272 So there's nothing to understand... Understood? 280 00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,795 Everything is a game of ideas. 281 00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:50,836 Don't listen to me. If you do, you might thinking, "This is interesting." 282 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,911 "This idea could help me." 283 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:58,599 There are no interesting ideas. Because there is no "I" to help. 284 00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:16,552 ...black. 285 00:26:16,720 --> 00:26:20,156 ...the mother's voice and the child disappear. Silence... 286 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:24,996 ...she turns off the TV...becoming a red-green-blue dot... 287 00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:28,039 There's nothing else to say. 288 00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:40,677 That's all it is there's something to be said. Nothing else. 289 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:54,914 ...No interesting ideas. Because there is no "I" to help. 290 00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:59,478 ...That's all it is there's something to be said. Nothing else. 291 00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:32,995 There's nothing else to say... 292 00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:41,831 T.T. 293 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:46,630 Then there was T. 294 00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:31,112 "The Human Condition" Rene' Magritte - 1933 295 00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,112 Circle... 296 00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:15,638 I present myself as main character... 297 00:31:15,800 --> 00:31:18,758 ...and I play him. 298 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:24,276 In other words: Bart. 299 00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:28,752 I type what he does... 300 00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:33,710 ...and I do what I write. 301 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:42,759 18 INT - BART'S ROOM - DAY 302 00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:46,799 Let's hear the kettle in... 303 00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:24,790 ...the camera pans of the kitchen... ...Whistles... 304 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:45,109 He smiles, takes another cigarette, forget to turn it on... 305 00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:54,278 ...and writes it frantically. 306 00:34:08,759 --> 00:34:11,759 Washroom in the Dog Run of Floyd Burroughs' Home, Hale County, Alabama - Walker Evans 1936 307 00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,955 ...the cat reacts to the box... 308 00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:23,197 ...let's see the tea leaves rotate to foreground... 309 00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:26,079 Sunlight causes reflections... 310 00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:33,197 I am... 311 00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:41,317 He's too busy writing to notice these reflections. 312 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:32,432 "Pygmalion and Galatea" Jean-Leon Gerome 1890 313 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,432 Hello, Bart. 314 00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:11,191 Hey lady! It's beautiful hear your voice! 315 00:36:11,360 --> 00:36:13,112 How are you? - Well... 316 00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:16,559 Where are you? - In Lima. 317 00:36:16,720 --> 00:36:20,395 I thought you were still in Guatemala. - No, I left her 4 days ago... 318 00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:22,598 I can't hear you... 319 00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:27,231 I can't hear you either. How is Mieke? - Well. Very good. 320 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:31,109 Really? How did it go? Grandma's birthday yesterday? 321 00:36:31,280 --> 00:36:33,953 Yesterday? I am sorry. We forgot about it. 322 00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:38,750 Forgotten? - I'm busy with the script...It's evolving. 323 00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:41,229 SHADOWS OF LEAVES 324 00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:43,868 I just finished a part. 325 00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:48,352 I can't guarantee it, but I feel like it if I had stumbled upon a gold mine. 326 00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:56,430 ...also hugs your own creation... 327 00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:59,398 19 INT - BART'S STAY Through the bars of a.. 328 00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:02,157 I can't hear you. 329 00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:05,029 Marga? 330 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,590 I'm hanging up, Marga. 331 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:15,116 Thank you for calling. Hi dear. Take care! 332 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:48,512 ...The lighter turns out to be huge. 333 00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:52,593 We look at the garden. A gust of wind... 334 00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:25,832 ...stops trying to tidy up your notes... 335 00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:31,439 While we listen to the interview original in the background, let's see... 336 00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:35,633 These are illusions... 337 00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:40,112 ....and I don't have to fight either be okay with illusions. 338 00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:43,877 I just have to see through them. 339 00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:49,675 Often it's enough to change your own point of view. 340 00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:52,673 We'll see something strange. 341 00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:56,719 Suddenly we will see the reality. And we will say: "Now I understand!" 342 00:38:56,880 --> 00:39:02,318 From now on, we won't understand it. He won't deceive us anymore. 343 00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:05,758 If we walk in the desert and we see a mirage... 344 00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:09,196 ...we believe there is an oasis with water. 345 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:13,114 But when we realize that it is a mirage, we continue to see it... 346 00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:15,919 ...but we don't run anymore. 347 00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:20,356 But until I feel something... 348 00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:22,238 I'm stuck. 349 00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:25,551 As long as you believe in own character... 350 00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:33,832 It's so hard. I would like to explain it but this is hopeless... 351 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:37,470 People say: "Let it all go... 352 00:39:38,240 --> 00:39:42,153 "Abandon your 'I'." But this is impossible. 353 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:43,673 I can't let him go. 354 00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:47,276 If I try, I am an "I", who tries to abandon one's "self". 355 00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:51,274 The paradox is that the "I" cannot do it. 356 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:55,752 Got it? It doesn't matter how I expressed it, I can't... 357 00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:06,834 It's complicated. If for example I look at this cup of coffee... 358 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:16,315 I see a cup of coffee. 359 00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:20,268 I see a shape I know which is intended for coffee. 360 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:24,353 I know it has a specific weight and if I drop it, it breaks. 361 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:28,399 So I don't see it, but I see my knowledge. 362 00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:33,438 I see my thoughts and conceptions about the thing. 363 00:40:37,280 --> 00:40:42,912 There are stories of Buddhists who they stared at a vase for 30 years... 364 00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:46,197 ...to try to see the vase. 365 00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:49,557 Not to see their ideas of vase, or their knowledge... 366 00:40:49,720 --> 00:40:55,078 Not what a vase is, if it is beautiful or ugly, green and for the flowers... 367 00:40:55,240 --> 00:40:57,151 ...no, the thing itself! 368 00:40:57,320 --> 00:41:01,518 But all I see is mine knowledge of the world around me. 369 00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:06,117 Let's slow down. Let's look at the vase... 370 00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:12,949 What I try to explain with this vase, I call it "observing"... 371 00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:17,830 ...and which consists of looking at the vase without adding any meaning. 372 00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:25,031 I would like to watch without opinions and ideas. Without any meaning. 373 00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:29,352 Observing. Just looking. 374 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:21,997 Memory creates completely our character. 375 00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:25,431 But this memory it is unreliable and limited. 376 00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:28,478 Tell me: what did you do two months ago at this time? 377 00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:30,951 You can't rewind from... 378 00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:32,436 "Now." 379 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:37,317 Our memory creates meatloaf of thoughts and feelings... 380 00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:41,678 ...and says: this is my personality, it's me, this is me. 381 00:42:41,840 --> 00:42:45,628 But this "I" only exists when "I" think. 382 00:42:50,680 --> 00:42:55,754 ...the hot tea is waiting for... ...moving lines on the surface... 383 00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:59,799 He chokes on his tea... 384 00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:13,594 Everything is made up of memory. For example: look at this sentence. 385 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:18,117 We think we can hear this sentence, but you can't. 386 00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:23,356 We hear sound after sound, about 14 sounds in one second. 387 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:28,116 Every sound, a new one needle peak. 388 00:43:29,120 --> 00:43:32,396 Next, ours memory assembles them together... 389 00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:35,677 ...and says, "I heard a phrase." 390 00:43:35,840 --> 00:43:37,796 This is absolute rubbish! 391 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:42,519 The phrase I think I heard It's a product of my memory. 392 00:43:43,240 --> 00:43:46,949 No one has ever heard a sentence nowhere. 393 00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:54,358 The fascinating thing is that I can see it: I have a thought... 394 00:43:54,520 --> 00:43:56,829 This thought comes and goes. 395 00:43:57,000 --> 00:43:59,116 And then there's nothing left... 396 00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:04,078 No thing, no thought. 397 00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:10,312 Then a thought arises again, like dust in the sunlight or sea waves. 398 00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:15,871 And I can observe the silence between these two thoughts... 399 00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:18,110 ...this white space. 400 00:44:18,280 --> 00:44:20,999 The camera focuses outside from white space. 401 00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:24,914 But I can't think about this silence or... - He's gone. 402 00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:27,753 ...there is no more silence. 403 00:44:27,920 --> 00:44:33,313 This brings me to Eastern philosophies The philosophy that we are awareness... 404 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:34,839 ...Silence... 405 00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,190 Title: Four days later. 406 00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:38,952 ...a distinct white screen... 407 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:42,516 ...on which this character, this "I" appears. 408 00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:04,148 But... the trap is in thinking every time: 409 00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:07,312 “Oh yes” or “I understand”. 410 00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:12,310 The "I" will never be able to understand that... 411 00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:15,717 ...the "I" cannot understand anything. 412 00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:19,231 "I" can't understand that "I" does not exist! 413 00:45:21,360 --> 00:45:25,114 You can only see and experience what is now. 414 00:45:25,360 --> 00:45:28,238 The future and the past they don't exist. 415 00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:30,789 None of us have any never had experience. 416 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:34,839 You can only experience one thought that arises now... 417 00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:38,993 FOUR DAYS LATER ...maybe they say: that was yesterday. 418 00:45:39,160 --> 00:45:43,153 But I can have this thought only in the present. 419 00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:45,151 With the subtitle: YESTERDAY 420 00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:48,756 It's that simple: I am alone in the hour when things appear. 421 00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:51,514 ...Bart feeds the baby... ...scrolling back... 422 00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:54,911 ...all those opinions about myself make no sense. 423 00:45:55,080 --> 00:45:57,878 I am good, crazy, it's not that bad... 424 00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:02,591 I'm stupid, I'm serious, I'm looking for happiness... 425 00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:04,398 I am... I am... 426 00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:08,111 Rubbish... 427 00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:17,151 It's complicated, what I'm saying... 428 00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:22,269 Sounds like: pass through the door and there you are... 429 00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:26,319 And it's just A or B. Everything else is rubbish. 430 00:46:27,240 --> 00:46:32,268 My God, do it! Why isn't it that simple? 431 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:38,234 Why not do it? Why can't you help me? 432 00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:41,915 Help me cross it. - Why don't you do it? 433 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:49,392 Because from the moment you want cross it, we are on the wrong road. 434 00:46:49,560 --> 00:46:51,152 This is the paradox. 435 00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:57,111 When we want to cross the door, let's create this "I want". 436 00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:03,276 If we want to cross it, we must leave this desire behind us. 437 00:47:03,440 --> 00:47:06,273 But how? 438 00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:13,397 It can't be done. 439 00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:22,112 It can't be done. 440 00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,590 Impossible... or not? 441 00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,198 Now I'll feed you! 442 00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:31,473 This is me, thinking again, isn't it? 443 00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:33,870 I still have hope... 444 00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:19,396 -Being- -A Crisis... An Opportunity- -People (change)- -The Sayings of the Buddha- 445 00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:22,358 All I can say, like in a sign... 446 00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:24,193 ...an indication... 447 00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:26,874 -The Choice- -The Eye of the Buddha not never sleeps- -Introduction to Zen Buddhism- -In Search of Wisdom- 448 00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:29,914 ...It's that we are the unimaginable. 449 00:48:31,240 --> 00:48:32,468 Sorry, what are we...? 450 00:48:33,640 --> 00:48:35,870 The unimaginable... 451 00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:39,394 It's a very important word. 452 00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:45,669 Before understanding it, let's think about it it's something you can imagine... 453 00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:50,755 ...as a person who thinks that this is rubbish or interesting. 454 00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:53,718 But this doesn't do it no difference. 455 00:48:54,120 --> 00:48:59,478 The well is not affected from the river current. 456 00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:08,435 That's all. Point. 457 00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:38,435 The answering machine answers Bart Klever's phone... 458 00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:40,397 He's not here right now. 459 00:50:40,560 --> 00:50:42,835 Wait a minute. I think I heard it... 460 00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:43,910 Bart? 461 00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:49,711 No, I was wrong. - Talk after acoustic signal and he will call you back. 462 00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:55,397 Bart? I'm Marga. Are you at home? 463 00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:59,513 Bart, Bart, Bart, are you home? Pick up the phone please. 464 00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:05,719 Ok Bart, I'm in La Paz, at the Hotel Concepcion. 465 00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:10,192 I can only call twice a day, so I'll look for you again this evening. 466 00:51:10,360 --> 00:51:14,512 When it's 5 here, it's 12 in your place, so please try to be at home. 467 00:51:14,680 --> 00:51:20,835 If you can't, I'll try tomorrow morning. At 2pm for you. 468 00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:26,358 So please try to stay at home midnight or tomorrow at two in the afternoon. 469 00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:30,832 I have to talk to you and I want to desperately to hear Mieke. 470 00:51:31,520 --> 00:51:34,398 Kisses for Mieke... Hello, Bart. 471 00:51:36,199 --> 00:51:39,199 "I am that. Conversation with the Master" Sri Nisargadatta Mahara. 472 00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:08,274 You say: we are always looking for the happiness because it is our nature. 473 00:52:08,440 --> 00:52:10,795 Do you recognize this research? 474 00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:14,039 -Being- -Really Being. 475 00:52:14,320 --> 00:52:17,915 So you're on the hunt of paradise lost... 476 00:52:18,320 --> 00:52:19,435 Don't you agree? 477 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:25,791 I think so... something like that. 478 00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:32,599 Looking at the moral of the story, and what we all do... 479 00:52:32,760 --> 00:52:35,194 ...what there is keeps it going... 480 00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:42,157 ...then it boils down to the fact which we know very well... 481 00:52:42,320 --> 00:52:46,074 ...that this is our nature original, what we are... 482 00:52:46,280 --> 00:52:50,876 But this projector or its lamp he sounds so cold, detached... 483 00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:58,795 It seems as if you are no longer dedicated to what happens... 484 00:53:00,480 --> 00:53:04,075 The comparison can be: a lamp. Is that all we are? 485 00:53:04,240 --> 00:53:06,629 A custom-made lamp by the hand of God? 486 00:53:11,520 --> 00:53:15,832 I think: if I'm a lamp, not I'm a character on screen. 487 00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:20,118 Then I no longer have a ego or a personality. 488 00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:23,713 But then I start to think again... 489 00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:27,953 That I want to be unique... 490 00:53:28,120 --> 00:53:31,192 I have this strange idea that I am unique... 491 00:53:31,360 --> 00:53:33,555 ...so my ego it doesn't dissolve... 492 00:53:34,320 --> 00:53:36,959 ...and I'm afraid of lose myself, I... 493 00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:42,752 ...as in Scientologists or Moonies, where their ego is damaged... 494 00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:46,674 ...the self will become a robot without will. 495 00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:50,637 This doesn't seem to be happening. 496 00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:57,918 From the moment someone gives up on own personality and ideas about it... 497 00:54:00,720 --> 00:54:02,597 How can I say? 498 00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:05,479 ...then it becomes life. You become... 499 00:54:06,240 --> 00:54:07,559 ...Love. 500 00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:13,794 Love? - Yes love. 501 00:54:16,520 --> 00:54:18,397 ...Compassion... 502 00:54:20,080 --> 00:54:24,551 That person becomes transparent...clear. 503 00:54:25,080 --> 00:54:28,197 Give up the idea of be a character. 504 00:54:30,680 --> 00:54:33,114 There is... God, I don't know. 505 00:54:34,080 --> 00:54:36,514 Sounds like: Just the way you want it. 506 00:54:36,680 --> 00:54:38,796 Yes. - As you wish with me. 507 00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:42,032 In fact, that's what It happens to me all day. 508 00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:45,351 Everything happens to me. As soon as things happen... 509 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:48,637 We say: you do it to me... or not. 510 00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:50,756 Caress me but don't pinch me... 511 00:54:51,560 --> 00:54:54,711 Basically everything happens to me. 512 00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:58,793 Let's put it another way: Everything happens. 513 00:55:01,240 --> 00:55:04,232 This character, this "I", it's a painful cramp... 514 00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:07,358 ...that baffles us all day. 515 00:55:07,359 --> 00:55:08,159 -Beautiful poems...- 516 00:55:08,280 --> 00:55:12,876 When it doesn't distress us, then we can react... 517 00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:16,316 -Neither "one" is born, nor "one" dies. Nisargadatta Maharaji- 518 00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:20,149 ...clearly and spontaneously to everything that happens. 519 00:55:22,200 --> 00:55:27,797 Just like an animal or a cat that reacts and becomes alert instantly. 520 00:55:28,600 --> 00:55:32,912 And there is no longer an "I" inside to filter and complicate things. 521 00:55:33,120 --> 00:55:35,395 POST-ITS ON THE WINDOW IDEAS FOR THE FILM 522 00:55:35,560 --> 00:55:37,312 There are only events... 523 00:55:37,480 --> 00:55:41,871 ...not intended to make us happy or unhappy, they just happen. 524 00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:46,716 But we stick labels on everything: "This is good for me and this is not"... 525 00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:50,190 "THE LAST POST-IT SAYS NOTHING ABOUT THE NEXT SHOT" 526 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:54,152 ...and we find ourselves in a complicated... 527 00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:57,756 ...and vulnerable position in the world. 528 00:55:58,680 --> 00:56:00,989 We consider ourselves as "I" and... 529 00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:03,879 ...we feel separated from the rest of the world. 530 00:56:04,040 --> 00:56:06,076 Others can influence my "I". 531 00:56:06,240 --> 00:56:10,279 They can hate it, love it and make sure I like it. 532 00:56:10,440 --> 00:56:13,591 I am very addicted to what happens around me. 533 00:56:14,320 --> 00:56:19,440 But the "I" that thinks this is not real. 534 00:56:20,200 --> 00:56:27,197 Therefore even if it may seem real, while I'm talking, I'm not here. 535 00:57:08,440 --> 00:57:11,352 24 INT - BART'S ROOM - NIGHT Bart fell asleep. 536 00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:15,593 His head is resting on the keyboard. On the screen we see: zzzzzzzz... 537 00:57:26,640 --> 00:57:31,395 ...Bart tries to print for... ...but he can't. 538 00:57:31,560 --> 00:57:32,595 Amigo looks at him. 539 00:57:44,480 --> 00:57:46,869 But where am I going wrong? 540 00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:52,273 Who is this "I"? I created a mystery to myself. 541 00:57:52,440 --> 00:57:53,759 A big trap. 542 00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:55,918 An immense optical illusion. 543 00:57:56,360 --> 00:57:58,157 More of a mental illusion. 544 00:57:58,320 --> 00:58:04,077 We are like a tree in the forest that he asks another tree, "Where is the forest?" 545 00:58:07,600 --> 00:58:09,511 Let's write our script... 546 00:58:10,560 --> 00:58:12,710 ...and we are captured by it. 547 00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:18,918 So let's look for methods, gurus, spiritual masters... 548 00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:25,074 ...or we search within ourselves balance, harmony, peace... 549 00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:27,800 ...knowledge of ourselves. 550 00:58:28,280 --> 00:58:32,478 Self-knowledge? Do I want to know myself? 551 00:58:33,720 --> 00:58:36,712 It's like calling home. 552 00:58:37,400 --> 00:58:39,311 Obviously the line is busy. 553 00:58:40,840 --> 00:58:42,831 DUST IN SUNLIGHT 554 00:58:43,680 --> 00:58:45,671 I GIVE UP THE IDEA OF BE A CHARACTER 555 00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:48,311 CHANGE THE POINT OF BART'S VIEW 556 00:58:51,160 --> 00:58:54,709 The ones everyone wants is a instant spiritual coffee. 557 00:58:54,880 --> 00:58:57,314 Just add hot water... 558 00:58:58,560 --> 00:59:01,028 We can't think in the right way. 559 00:59:01,200 --> 00:59:02,474 Friend! Stop it! 560 00:59:02,640 --> 00:59:04,392 It doesn't matter what I do. 561 00:59:04,560 --> 00:59:09,839 I can say: as long as not I keep seeing illusions... 562 00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:15,916 ...as reality and I don't identify with the my character thinking it's necessary. 563 00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:25,309 The bizarre thing is that, while watching this movie... 564 00:59:25,520 --> 00:59:29,991 ...we identify with the character main, Bart Klever, the screenwriter. 565 00:59:30,160 --> 00:59:35,553 But worse, as I have already said: outside the cinema, we also identify with each other throughout the day... 566 00:59:35,720 --> 00:59:40,999 ...with the character "I". Everyone plays themselves. 567 00:59:46,440 --> 00:59:48,829 It seems possible... 568 00:59:49,040 --> 00:59:52,828 ...escape this identification process. 569 00:59:53,000 --> 00:59:57,471 Free yourself from your own character, and delete it. 570 01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:01,399 But how? 571 01:00:24,080 --> 01:00:27,152 What are you doing pretend not to know? 572 01:00:27,320 --> 01:00:32,633 Why are you recording this? Why are you listening, why are you listening to me? 573 01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:34,912 Who is listening? 574 01:00:35,520 --> 01:00:37,112 Who gets angry like this? 575 01:00:37,520 --> 01:00:38,589 Who's looking? 576 01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:40,318 You don't need a teacher. 577 01:00:40,480 --> 01:00:41,913 It's all so paradoxical... 578 01:00:42,080 --> 01:00:45,709 You might think that these words are a sort of road map 579 01:00:46,440 --> 01:00:47,793 So what's the point? 580 01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:49,109 Who? "I"? 581 01:00:51,720 --> 01:00:54,393 It's all illusion, all illusion! 582 01:01:16,760 --> 01:01:17,875 Get lost! 583 01:02:12,719 --> 01:02:14,719 "You are always a beginner" 584 01:02:16,720 --> 01:02:19,996 “Keep calm and don't force yourself into anything" 585 01:02:20,560 --> 01:02:24,872 "Just thinking about stories that thought exists" 586 01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:29,916 “Move your attention from the screen to yourself to break the spell" 587 01:02:30,440 --> 01:02:34,956 "Those who know, do not speak. Those who speak do not know" 588 01:02:34,957 --> 01:02:37,257 “How can I grab it? It cannot be grasped." 589 01:02:39,920 --> 01:02:43,469 "The researcher and the researched" 590 01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,788 "No preference" 591 01:02:48,320 --> 01:02:54,555 Visitor: What is sin? Maharaj: Everything that blinds" 592 01:02:54,556 --> 01:02:58,556 "A heavy snowfall disappears into the sea. What Silence!" 593 01:03:00,000 --> 01:03:03,913 "The mind causes insecurity" 594 01:03:03,914 --> 01:03:07,914 No trace: "When you do something, you have to burn yourself completely, 595 01:03:07,915 --> 01:03:10,915 ...like a good bonfire, leave no trace" 596 01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:17,193 "Reading books won't help you! 597 01:03:17,194 --> 01:03:20,194 "You are always a beginner" 598 01:03:33,440 --> 01:03:37,911 "Forget everything" 599 01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:42,149 "Give up everything" 600 01:04:24,200 --> 01:04:27,431 "There is no method/Way. 601 01:05:39,440 --> 01:05:41,908 131. It's not... 602 01:05:45,120 --> 01:05:49,079 Silence. 603 01:06:30,480 --> 01:06:31,469 Bart? 604 01:06:33,600 --> 01:06:36,194 Do you mean to be more interior life? - Yes. 605 01:06:36,680 --> 01:06:38,238 But, if it's that close... 606 01:06:38,720 --> 01:06:40,915 How do I cancel. 607 01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:43,152 Answer the phone, Bart! 608 01:06:44,600 --> 01:06:45,999 I'm coming! 609 01:06:46,760 --> 01:06:50,275 ...there is therefore action, but no actor... 610 01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:52,792 How do I delete Bart. 611 01:06:55,560 --> 01:06:57,755 ...fuck the balloon... 612 01:06:58,440 --> 01:07:00,635 Hey, you're back! - You're home! 613 01:07:00,800 --> 01:07:02,552 I don't have much time. 614 01:07:02,720 --> 01:07:05,075 I'm working on the screenplay. 615 01:07:05,640 --> 01:07:07,232 He's fine. Just a moment. 616 01:07:15,400 --> 01:07:17,789 What's happening? - No, nothing... 617 01:07:17,960 --> 01:07:21,669 I don't have time. Come to my place. 618 01:07:52,320 --> 01:07:55,517 My character is afraid of dissolution. 619 01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:59,468 My character is terrified to kill himself. 620 01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:03,276 But this is a problem of the image on the screen. 621 01:08:03,440 --> 01:08:07,718 It's not a lamp problem. - Hello, this is Bart's voicemail... 622 01:08:07,880 --> 01:08:11,190 At the moment it's not... Wait, I think he can hear us. 623 01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:13,275 Bart?! 624 01:08:13,680 --> 01:08:17,434 - Speak after the beep. Of course my character is scared... 625 01:08:17,600 --> 01:08:20,068 ...to finish with the film. 626 01:08:20,280 --> 01:08:22,111 Don't call again, okay? 627 01:08:22,680 --> 01:08:25,274 Christ! - DME4, Andries speaking... 628 01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:29,992 Jan is sick. I'm his replacement. - Let's try another take. 629 01:08:30,440 --> 01:08:31,953 Well... 630 01:08:39,040 --> 01:08:43,352 The movie is too long. - That's how long it takes. 631 01:08:44,040 --> 01:08:48,033 Don't let it ring? - DME4, Andries... 632 01:08:48,440 --> 01:08:50,874 It's for you. - I'm Don Duyns... 633 01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:55,513 If you leave me alone, you will be helped as soon as possible. HI. 634 01:08:59,200 --> 01:09:01,919 There's too much text in this movie... 635 01:09:02,120 --> 01:09:04,475 I believe this scene is fundamental. 636 01:09:04,640 --> 01:09:07,313 I'll delete some things. 637 01:09:07,640 --> 01:09:08,629 Not you? 638 01:09:08,800 --> 01:09:10,711 I think this... 639 01:09:12,040 --> 01:09:14,110 It's a bonding scene, isn't it? 640 01:09:14,280 --> 01:09:15,395 Fast forward! 641 01:09:15,560 --> 01:09:18,916 You can get angry, but I'm replacing Jan... 642 01:09:19,080 --> 01:09:23,471 I'm not angry. If you want to dedicate to football your whole life... 643 01:09:25,320 --> 01:09:27,151 What do you want with this scene? 644 01:09:27,320 --> 01:09:28,309 Fast forward please... 645 01:12:49,160 --> 01:12:51,833 Why didn't you call? - I'm busy. 646 01:12:52,520 --> 01:12:56,513 Who do you think you are, Bart?! - It's funny that you ask... 647 01:12:56,680 --> 01:12:58,716 Mieke just fell asleep. 648 01:13:01,000 --> 01:13:02,513 In the other room? 649 01:13:02,840 --> 01:13:04,034 Check it out... 650 01:13:04,240 --> 01:13:06,595 Go and see. - Won't he wake up? 651 01:13:11,440 --> 01:13:12,429 No! 652 01:13:12,840 --> 01:13:14,353 I don't want a kiss. 653 01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:17,313 Have you just arrived? 654 01:13:18,360 --> 01:13:20,635 Huh? - Did you just get back? 655 01:13:20,920 --> 01:13:25,118 You know very well that I'm in Holland for at least a day. 656 01:13:25,960 --> 01:13:27,678 I called you all the time! 657 01:13:32,720 --> 01:13:35,792 I was on my script, so I couldn't answer. 658 01:13:36,600 --> 01:13:40,115 Couldn't you answer? What do you think, Bart? 659 01:13:40,280 --> 01:13:41,838 What is Marga waiting for? - I think... 660 01:13:42,000 --> 01:13:43,991 You think: It was away for two months... 661 01:13:44,160 --> 01:13:46,879 ...who cares if he sees it your little girl today or tomorrow? 662 01:13:47,040 --> 01:13:49,031 Maybe he'll be back next week! 663 01:13:49,200 --> 01:13:52,510 You were gone for two months. and this was not a problem. 664 01:13:52,680 --> 01:13:54,636 Christ! What do you want to say? 665 01:13:54,800 --> 01:13:56,518 It was only for two months! 666 01:13:57,960 --> 01:13:59,188 I quite agree... 667 01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:03,633 It's ridiculous that you're not came to the airport. 668 01:14:03,800 --> 01:14:07,713 Making me wait so long before I can come! 669 01:14:07,880 --> 01:14:12,032 I didn't know where you were. I can't take three buses! 670 01:14:12,720 --> 01:14:16,872 It's crazy that you left me alone waiting at the airport... 671 01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:19,594 ...with everyone coming to take someone and I... 672 01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:21,195 It's ridiculous! 673 01:14:22,640 --> 01:14:25,393 Great! Excuse me. I'll take note of it. 674 01:14:25,560 --> 01:14:32,557 For real! I spend all my time at try to bring the man from the script to life... 675 01:14:33,400 --> 01:14:34,469 Which man? 676 01:14:34,760 --> 01:14:37,832 Me! And you come in and it's exactly... 677 01:14:38,320 --> 01:14:41,153 Christ! - Bart, you bastard! 678 01:14:41,560 --> 01:14:45,553 This is real. I have to take note of that. - Are you really writing this? 679 01:14:45,720 --> 01:14:46,914 And then what? 680 01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:59,589 Take a break from the script, who knows... - ...give up... 681 01:15:00,560 --> 01:15:02,551 Talk about it with people. 682 01:15:04,440 --> 01:15:08,069 It's your dream. Nobody will understand it. 683 01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:13,360 Not at a useful level. - I think everyone understands... 684 01:15:13,520 --> 01:15:20,517 ...exactly what it is. This nostalgia, the endless search... 685 01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:24,473 ...of eternal joy and happiness... 686 01:15:25,080 --> 01:15:27,992 Your effort doesn't will inspire anyone. 687 01:15:28,160 --> 01:15:33,473 Listen, the movies that really drew me in They were the ones I didn't understand at first. 688 01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:36,712 They weren't pretentious, but they touched me deeply. 689 01:15:36,880 --> 01:15:40,236 That's why it's not a movie common with a history. 690 01:15:40,400 --> 01:15:44,234 This film must deny everything! - What's in your eye? 691 01:15:45,200 --> 01:15:48,476 Confuse us and make us observe ourselves. 692 01:15:48,640 --> 01:15:52,030 And see through ours illusions. What? 693 01:15:52,200 --> 01:15:55,636 - You have to look after yourself. - What? I do it, very well. 694 01:15:55,800 --> 01:15:58,268 I have to change the my point of view. 695 01:16:25,120 --> 01:16:27,918 I am the character in my film. - This is crazy! 696 01:16:28,080 --> 01:16:31,152 I am the character of mine movie, but I want to escape. 697 01:16:31,320 --> 01:16:34,517 But in the actual movie, what you're shooting. 698 01:16:34,680 --> 01:16:38,150 Which is the same. What is this movie! 699 01:16:38,360 --> 01:16:41,955 Okay. Do we have to do another scene? Turn on the cassette recorder. 700 01:16:42,400 --> 01:16:45,312 Go ahead, do it! A beautiful memory of me! 701 01:16:45,840 --> 01:16:48,354 A memory! But imagine. - ...true love... 702 01:16:48,520 --> 01:16:52,035 I'm talking about running away from the idea of myself. 703 01:16:52,200 --> 01:16:55,909 You are afraid of being who you are. This is why you run away... 704 01:16:57,040 --> 01:16:58,917 Who's afraid? - You! 705 01:16:59,080 --> 01:17:01,071 Who? So who am I? 706 01:17:04,920 --> 01:17:07,753 You're just Bart. - No, I'm not. 707 01:17:07,920 --> 01:17:11,959 No, it consists in leaving go this 'I'. 708 01:17:12,120 --> 01:17:17,035 Certain. You have to abandon this idea and dedicate yourself to other things. 709 01:17:17,200 --> 01:17:19,031 It is necessary to let go. 710 01:17:19,200 --> 01:17:21,395 Nonsense. - It doesn't matter, Bart. 711 01:17:21,560 --> 01:17:24,677 Let go so I'll abandon you leaving! And I'll take Mieke with me. 712 01:17:24,840 --> 01:17:27,559 And then you will know who you really are. 713 01:17:27,920 --> 01:17:31,151 You will be nothing without us. 714 01:17:31,320 --> 01:17:32,150 Yes. 715 01:17:51,880 --> 01:17:54,872 It's the same for you. But you're too scared, coward! 716 01:17:55,040 --> 01:17:57,952 You've locked yourself away with books! Reading... 717 01:17:58,120 --> 01:18:00,759 ...on how to be lighter with all this heavy stuff. 718 01:18:00,920 --> 01:18:03,195 By God, I must be bold! This requires courage. 719 01:18:03,360 --> 01:18:05,112 ...I don't dare... 720 01:18:05,360 --> 01:18:09,717 Try to abandon them all the ideas I want to keep. 721 01:18:09,880 --> 01:18:12,269 The thoughts that make me me. 722 01:18:12,480 --> 01:18:15,756 The screenwriter, the father... let go of all this. 723 01:18:15,920 --> 01:18:18,354 It takes guts! - Do you know where courage is needed? 724 01:18:18,520 --> 01:18:21,637 Taking care of our little girl! -...Crazy illusions... 725 01:18:21,800 --> 01:18:25,031 Make sure he's happy. -...Totally useless... 726 01:18:25,200 --> 01:18:28,237 And don't lock her up in a bunker with you! 727 01:18:28,400 --> 01:18:32,632 In a bunker! In a bunker... - If I had known, I would never have left! 728 01:18:32,800 --> 01:18:37,430 You gave me the wrong impression. - The little girl is much happier here... 729 01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:40,751 ...Because I leave her alone. - And not me? 730 01:18:40,920 --> 01:18:42,273 ...indication... 731 01:18:42,440 --> 01:18:45,477 I respect her. - Me too, but I'll take care of her! 732 01:19:07,800 --> 01:19:09,279 You don't do anything! 733 01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:12,633 Did you just work? 734 01:19:13,320 --> 01:19:15,356 What? - You just worked. 735 01:19:16,920 --> 01:19:19,798 Yes. I'm busy. It is evolving very well. 736 01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:22,238 I'm almost there. 737 01:19:23,840 --> 01:19:25,876 I'm looking, I'm looking... 738 01:19:26,480 --> 01:19:29,711 "I seek, I seek?" Succeed to listen to your nonsense? 739 01:19:29,880 --> 01:19:32,474 I'm looking for the researcher. 740 01:19:33,080 --> 01:19:35,196 Who is he looking for on earth? 741 01:19:35,360 --> 01:19:39,592 So I can go further. Understood? - Bart! I see a fat man... 742 01:19:39,760 --> 01:19:43,992 ...an unhealthy chaos, and lyrics of borrowed wisdom! 743 01:19:46,120 --> 01:19:49,032 What do you need them for if you are incompetent! 744 01:19:49,680 --> 01:19:52,592 I find myself every time. - Are you there? 745 01:19:54,000 --> 01:19:55,479 What did you say? 746 01:19:56,360 --> 01:20:01,878 I will follow this new line of thought. I will play a new character. 747 01:20:02,040 --> 01:20:07,273 My ego, I created myself. - I don't think you're here. 748 01:20:07,440 --> 01:20:09,271 No! I hope I'm not here. 749 01:20:09,920 --> 01:20:15,836 I'm always here. Always! I get nervous. I get annoyed with you. 750 01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:17,877 I wish I wasn't here. 751 01:20:18,040 --> 01:20:19,029 You understand? 752 01:20:22,920 --> 01:20:26,549 You know, I still have the feeling that I ...can touch it! 753 01:20:26,880 --> 01:20:29,553 May he grasp it. It's so close. 754 01:20:29,720 --> 01:20:32,871 I want you too know it. How... 755 01:20:33,040 --> 01:20:36,350 It's so close. It's so beautiful! 756 01:20:49,280 --> 01:20:52,670 ...Nothing can happen to me... - It's the character you believe in 757 01:20:52,880 --> 01:20:57,271 ...to be able to clean the screen... - He's not a character! I see real things! 758 01:20:57,440 --> 01:21:02,036 ...Escape from yourself... - They did their best to feed their children! 759 01:21:02,200 --> 01:21:06,478 ...You are no longer separated... - Your little girl is real. She's here... 760 01:21:06,640 --> 01:21:11,191 ...Observed from above... ...Change your point of view... 761 01:21:11,440 --> 01:21:14,477 You are not a character. That's all. 762 01:21:16,000 --> 01:21:19,549 ...what we do on earth and what we fight for. 763 01:21:19,720 --> 01:21:23,030 That's what I do here with my daughter! 764 01:21:23,200 --> 01:21:25,998 You know what? You believe you are awake and I'm sleeping. 765 01:21:26,160 --> 01:21:29,869 But when you wake up, no you will be truly sorry. 766 01:21:30,040 --> 01:21:32,873 This is our arrogance. - You're so unbearable! 767 01:21:33,040 --> 01:21:34,951 It's still all your movie! 768 01:21:42,720 --> 01:21:44,870 That's exactly how you act, Bart. 769 01:21:47,920 --> 01:21:50,480 I just want to go to her. - Can I come? 770 01:21:50,640 --> 01:21:51,709 I do not know. 771 01:21:52,720 --> 01:21:56,156 She had fallen asleep. - Let him wake up. 772 01:22:09,040 --> 01:22:12,430 Don't touch! Hands off! - You don't need it, Bart. 773 01:22:12,600 --> 01:22:17,037 Don't touch these cards! - You should know everything by heart. 774 01:22:17,200 --> 01:22:19,953 You don't need the other people's lyrics! 775 01:22:20,280 --> 01:22:23,829 Ale'! - Do you want to be here and now? 776 01:22:24,480 --> 01:22:28,473 SPECTATORS THINK: LOIS = MARGA 777 01:22:29,240 --> 01:22:32,312 Don't touch it! - You can't record it! 778 01:22:32,480 --> 01:22:34,038 Do you know what's real? 779 01:22:38,400 --> 01:22:39,594 This is real! 780 01:22:40,320 --> 01:22:42,675 HOME = SCENARIO... - That's not in my script! 781 01:22:42,840 --> 01:22:46,389 No, that's not true! More things yes they will break into your script. 782 01:22:46,560 --> 01:22:49,120 Lots of things that don't I'm in your script... 783 01:22:53,000 --> 01:22:55,639 Hello love... - Mom's back. 784 01:23:03,640 --> 01:23:05,119 Where's the pacifier? 785 01:23:06,200 --> 01:23:08,111 Let's go. Sit down. 786 01:23:08,680 --> 01:23:11,558 No. Then you can write that I sat down. 787 01:23:13,320 --> 01:23:15,356 Write that I left! 788 01:23:17,720 --> 01:23:18,914 Say "Hi Dad." 789 01:24:11,120 --> 01:24:13,475 ALL THE SUFFERING IT IS BORN FROM DESIRE. 790 01:27:54,600 --> 01:27:56,238 How do I delete Bart? 791 01:30:36,720 --> 01:30:42,636 THE SEA THAT THINKS screenplay for a film 792 01:30:45,200 --> 01:30:49,591 written by Bart Clever 793 01:30:55,720 --> 01:31:02,717 Delete document Are you sure? (Yes/No) 794 01:31:03,920 --> 01:31:08,717 Translation alakirti